I lit a
new lamp in my garret. The old one had burned too dim. I loved the light from
the brand-new lamp that flooded the flat and showed it to shine, but that was
as nothing for this same night I’ve seen the almost-full Moon through a glass
and it’s a sight to stir the psyche to euphoric rapture and slide into blissful
glissando white lunar reveries of infinite peace and silence, courted by bright
Venus, so clean the craters and cloud’s rag-shadows racing over flicker the
face of the great moon and cast a vast spell of great nature’s power and
airless luminous silver mystery, also thrown upon the face of the waters in the
glistening shivering merriel meniscus on the wet silver fishwaters of the
shores of old Newlyn Green. Flatfish teem and eels in countless thousand myriad
shoals and schools I thought, churning and churring, just below the surface,
teeming, pulsing and beetling they shiver and rattle the water to glint back
the moon’s borrowed glow of the Sun, who’s hiding round the other side of the
drowsy night world, yawning and stretching, dreaming under the diamond myriad
skies of fishwet night. All asleep and drowsy deep the sea, the light, the
flickering scintilla that struck with rapture shiver and gape in sheer naked
wonder at the course of the stars through the heavens and the bronze colossal
archaic structure of time’s very veering as it looms from nothing to nothing,
blazing meanwhile in full effulgence humandivine. Searing sideways the moon’s
light slithers gelatinous yet crispy-dry, pulsating and pullulating yet
uttering an ever-deathly stillness to the dark night of another transient
eternity.
Friday, July 26, 2019
Friday, July 12, 2019
Awareness Flows Clear
Yes, that fluffiest of bunnies, that most albumenesque of
pseudo-rodential, mythic trans-dimensional watch-clockers, the fabled and
fantastical so-called and self-styled ‘white
rabbit’ has been seen in the area – Beware!
If you are the punctual type, it’s best to keep well away
from this curious little critter – he has a way of making people late. Very late.
I’m talking of days and weeks, not minutes and hours, by the way. It’s your call, but I’d keep away from the
little sucker if I were you…
Flow Of Clear Awareness
I love to see the lights come on warm and golden in the
evening’s misty damp grey. These beacons
of homely glow and cheer lure the weary home, like the disembodied souls of the
universe flying home to roost. This
priceless golow glister that shines from a sea of earthly windows on the houses
up on the hill, it speaks of the sanctity of home, of the beauty of warmth and
shelter and also of the hint of adventure as your life crosses that of another.
Lovers play in some of these lighted looming rooms whilst in
others, solitary sit the solo, lost in thought and musing the universe through
an eye to the sky. Spangled light orange
as barley and glowing from within, seeping and dripping from gambrelled windows
and gable-pitched rooves. Each window a
splodge of golden orange paint in my oil-painting, my structure of dark blue
brickwork against the city sky when I was youth incarnate.
Casting away sorrows, the rebetis takes up an ancient lute and breaks into song. Now let the light shine.
P.S. You might have noticed that The Caterpillar frequently comes out late these days. For that, we can only blame the influence of the white rabbit.
Thursday, May 16, 2019
Friday, May 10, 2019
Rising Spirits
Walking through golden mist knee-deep and
swirling thick and glutinous like luminous marmalade, through budding meadows
brim with the efflorescence of ages and the mysterious hoof-prints of the
miniature deer that run by night. Over
the bridge into yet another realm, this one congealed and composed of
conglomerations of sensory experience, like the five skandhas or aggregates of personality as taught at Nalanda in times
antique and gone to the Indian sun of past millennia. Glittering sea-glass and muted orange-barley
glow in the harvest-fields, following, following, following; ever following the super-luminous trail of
The Caterpillar as he loops across the land;
now here, now there. Blessing the
Earth, suffusing it with culture and knowledge, parchments scattered like
leaves in his tracks, clattering clogs on many a foot going round many a block
and skittering down alleys and country cart-tracks and byways where sun shines
dappled through leaves that tremble when the breeze comes around stirring and soughing
high and lonesome in late afternoon. Reaching
a wondrous isle suspended just above midstream in the dragon-fly river, it
glistens in water surrounded and fish spit and gurgle there. What nature whispers in the waters and the
leaves of the trees can not be written in the tongues of man. The nature-feeling that we write of is just
an echo of the real nature-feeling. Only
a lungful of air can say it. Only an
uphill puff can inflate it. Only the
rustle of wind in the corn, the long meadow grass and wheat, only the rustle of
cereal crops under dark thunderous blue and purple skies in the summer’s
blasting heat can say it. Only the
splash of the surf can say it. Mordros
mutter tramor and back, wondrys, marthys and Glagolitic. Subsisting on glossolalia is no substitute
for nature’s silent roaring laugh. If
the world is old and ill then the spirits of the Earth will rise.
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